She was shattered
Almost dead
She gasped for air as she closed her eyes
Seeing his flawless face that she loved so much
Yet she flung her eyes open
Screaming
Crying
As she wrapped her arms around herself
Thinking it would hold herself together
She gripped her hands digging her
Nails so hard into her ribs she
Swore that she could hear her skin
Rip
The little drops of blood were staining
Her snow white hands
She curled up on the
Moss and dirt covered ground
Her hair covered her face
Her tears matted her black hair to her
Angle like face
She starts to shake
Gasping and whimpering
With everything that was left
In her weak fragile angelic body
Her whole body yearned for his touch
She needed his softly but yet
Firm lips pressed against her shattering figure
She lost so much within her self
When he left
She swore,or maybe even knew in her
Cluttered mind
That there was a dark hole that was
Sucking and ripping her into it
As is grew with her pain, nightmares and tears
Yet for the ones around her she
Never gave up
She woke every morning forcing herself
To smile, or even softly laugh to herself
It never for a second fooled the ones around her
Her figure lost its angelic aura
She was scared to be near something what could
Flash a glimpse of herself
To her already burning eyes
Her world was going as black as
A moonless and starless night sky
It frightened her
She knew within herself that she needed something
That she loved as much as the one she
Couldn't bare to name within her mind
But within her shattering mind
She knew
There was nothing to take her
Lost
Lovers
Place
