I hate this

I hate the fact that I still tense
When someone says your name
Memories bring that familiar pain
And it all still feels the same

I hate the fact that I still miss you,
That I wish you were here
I hate that it's empty without you
And that I still want you near

I hate how much I still need you
When the tears start to pour
Only you can comfort me
Exactly like before

But the thing I hate the most
Is how much I still love you
Even though I know you don't care
And you're in love with someone new