Lost

It's all going crazy
I feel like I\'m losing my head
Laughing, crying, up and down
Alive then suddenly dead

I'm crawling on the ground
They're all standing, laughing
Can't remember why I\'m there
But I know I must continue searching

Desperation grows in my heart
Can't find what I'm looking for
Don't know what I'm looking for
Never felt this alone before

I reach the edge
I look down
My body sways
I'm going to drown

I breathe in
And scream
Nobody hears me,
Or so it would seem

They all stand at a distance
Come back, they shout
Too long they've echoed in my head
Now I want their voices out

Silence threatens to swallow me
Darkness is upon me
I close my eyes
There's nothing left to see

The cold takes a hold of me
It eats me from inside
There's no way out
Time to leave everything behind

Prepare to take my final step
I open my eyes in the black night
Expecting only darkness
I'm blinded by a white light

The world starts spinning
It's your eyes I see
The darkness grows dimmer
I know that I can break free

I jump, I fall
But you catch me
I look up,
In your eyes, it's love that I see.

Yeah I know it's probably really confusing. But I understand it.