Shadowing the Monster

Nothing even matters
Nothing matters with out you
My latest breakdown
Was my monster's debut

Surviving so long
Withstanding the doubt
Confusing not knowing
What this is about

I wish I could take them back
The things that I've said
But my last traces of sympathy
Are unfortuneately dead

Cutting you down
Without a care
Cleverly masking
My pain and despair

All the cruelty
Is just setting the mood
Please stayed tuned
For this is merely the the interlude

By hurting you
I'm sacrificing myself
I know you are hurt
But working with stealth

I don't know how I'll survive
Living with guilt
By terrorizing us
Destroying what we've built

I've been holding back
But I want to let loose
I think you should know
That I care for you

No longer wanting
To tear down our walls
But to renovate the current
To prevent a down fall

In you I seek help
To help me feel
You show me feelings
That are actually real

Nothing even matters
Nothing matters without you
The truth revealed
Is how my monster concludes