Confused By My Own Self

I confuse myself everyday
Over the situation of you and me
Wondering if i actually like you
Or if it's something i do to feel free

I kiss you
And give you the wrong impression
Then I have to call you and
Give you my real confession

It's just a one time thing
That I do for a distraction
I can't control myself
I'm sorry if you feel an attraction

I'm not using you
Well at least i don't think
I can feel it every time
I can feel my heart shrink

I didn't mean to do you wrong
I didn't mean to hurt you either
But sometimes it just happens
Maybe we should take a breather