Worse Then Suicide (Should I Or Should I Not)

Should I
Or should not
Do I tell you that
I might like you a lot

It's not like I'm scared of you
It's more like I'm scared of myself
I let myself fall hard
Maybe I should keep it to my own self

I don't need another repeat
I don't need another heart break
Cause every time we try
It turns into another mistake

Maybe I should just let it out
Or I should keep it inside
I'm starting to confuse myself
Man this is worse then suicide