Sad Song.

I don't know how to make this better.

The way you look at me, makes me feel so wrong.

It's as if our life is a song that is on repeat.

A sad song.

A simple depressing word is said and happiness is dropped instantaneously.

That feeling someone gets from falling a long distance has filled my insides.

I just want to stop falling, so the feeling will go away.

Not so that i will hit the ground, but so the fighting could just stop.

The arguing kills me on the inside.

Just a sad, sad song.

Has everything gone completely wrong?

Or is the feeling of overpowering depression, a one way trip, and you are still at the train station?

When you smile i can tell it's just there because you think it's what i want.

A fake.

A sad song.

Left on repeat to be blazed within the atmosphere.

So empty and lost.

When i attempt to look you in the eye and tell you what is going on inside.

You tune me out.

Eyes glued to the ground refusing to look at me, not even a glance.

I try to become the center of your vision and you simply turn away.

You told me that you feel like you've lost me, yet i can't see what you see.

All i request is that you fill me in so that i can help you get through these tough times.

To be expected, you tell me you're okay, over and over again.

This relationship is on repeat.

Just a sad song.