Killing me slowly

I sit here and wonder
what the hell is going on
all i here is life\\\'s thunder
and your asking me whats wrong

thats something i can\\\'t say
because it\\\'s something i don\\\'t know
this happens everyday
but it doesn\\\'t always show

people put me in this steel cage called life
lock it away with a key
fill it with there pain and strife
why do they put there problems on me?

the pressure starts to build a wall
me hoping i wont let them down
one day i will just start to fall
I\\\'m getting closer to the ground

its like the mountains getting higher
like i wont make it to the top
I\\\'m getting tired and
I\\\'m starting to drop

other peoples problems are weighing me down
and someday i will give up
crashing with a frown

I\\\'m apologizing now
for not fixing your mess
i really tried but i didn\\\'t know how
your selfish just confess

your problems pushed me to the edge of life
you didn\\\'t even care
killing me slowly with the strife
now all you do is stare

you act like you did nothing wrong that it was all my fault
you pressured me for so long
until you locked me in this vault

i might of ended it myself
but i really didn\\\'t do it alone
by pushing me to wards it you did help
and now my \\\"friend\\\", your on your own

now that its over
my problems come to an end
yours are just getting started
and I\\\'m no longer your friend

its all your fault
you pushed me to it
because of you
taking advantage i wanted to do it

i ended it all
right there with my knife
and said good bye
to the pain, to my life.