Litle Wish

Last week i cut myself by
accident on this project,
It was nasty cut in my fingers,
I see blood evrywhere i can not stop the damn think, i fall to the floor,
i crawl to the phone,the next thing i know i am in the emergensy room doctor takes away the towel which was full of blood.
I realize that i have not any feeling
in my fingers.
I began cray like a baby and saw my brother back in the room.
I could not stop cray.
Then doctor told me it is going to be allright after opration.
I looked up and told him:
You see i am use to have someone
special with me in this situation and it is not the fingers, it is the heart.
The first thing in my head was to see that someone when i leaved hospitol yesterday, i was not lucky but today i saw her for first time in months and rest is history.
So here i am sitting in my dark room and have a litle wish.
I just wish that the cut was
somewhere ells in my budy
so i did not need to wake up
and be here anymore.

*** This is the second time
i write intire my life ***