Alone

I feel alone
I'm alone in dust
I use my phone
And i feel a must

I know what i must do
I must stab myself real hard
In a place where it hurts too
And then i see blood from my heart

I take the pain
I take the misery
But then i go insane
And then i use it on myself

I feel hatred within me
I don't know what has caused it
And i wont let this be
cause its just s.h.i.t

Let me cut myself one more time
And i promise its the last
But then i do it again
And now I'm abandoned