Sentenced to life alone.

When you look into my eyes, tell me, what do you see?
do my imperfections make me less than human are you somehow better than me?
i seem to miss the day God made you and the rest of the world perfect?
let you start over, no past no regrets. i guess he decided only i wasnt worth it
somehow over time i became un-deserving of respect
so why am i still here. after that is gone tell me, what is left?
explain? who are you to judge me?, and what have i done so wrong
whatever it is do you really think i deserved to be punished this long
we used to be friends. yet, you look down on me. im not even missed
i see my future is gone so i live in my past i just reminisce
was i sentenced to die alone?, is that why you turned away when i needed help?
without any warning? im not even eighteen. how do you expect me to save myself?