Rain

I know that you disagree with what I do
I don't want to hurt or involve you

I did it once and I will do it again
I want to bring this damn nightmare to an end

I am killing myself and I know it
I try no to show it

I am dieing
I've got myself crying

What am I doing causing myself so much hurt
I'm soon to join the dirt

I cause myself so much pain
I am the maker of my very own rain!