Can any one notice me

I have that beautiful stunning smile with the pearly white teeth that will brighten up any room when i walk in. That funny little laugh that has everyone laughing. I'm always happy and always have a smile upon my face. People always say I have the perfect world. I'm a friend that is always there when someone needs advice, to pick them up when there are down. You can call me at three o'clock in the morning crying and i will wake up and be on the other end of the receiver crying with you telling you it will be alright. Cone to my house whenever you have a fight with your parents. I'll call your soon to be ex-boyfriend cursing him out for cheating on you or breaking you heart. I am the girl that anyone and everyone can run to and i will be there for you no matter what. I'll jump up in a second to help you when your down and out that's just the kind of girl I am. But, when i go home and lock myself in my room that smile goes away until someone sees me. That funny little laugh isn't here anymore theres nothing for me to laugh about nothings funny. Really the happy girl that everyone knows isn't me. Where is my friend when i need advice, pick me up when I'm down??? Who can i call at three o'clock in the morning sad and depressed and know that my friend is on the other end of the phone crying with me telling me that I'm gonna be OK. who's house can i go to when I just had a fight with my parents or who's gonna call my ex-boyfriend and curse him out when he's broken my heart???? NO ONE!!!!!!!!! No one knows that I'm unhappy that i hate my life and i wanna die. As soon as i come home i lock myself in my room and cry myself to sleep.
That i do a daily routine, wake up in the morning put on my fake smile and head to school. Push all my happiness and tears aside forget about my problems to help everyone else. who's ever gonna notice me NO ONE just forget about me I'm invisible.