Jessica daulton

What once was

is now forgotten

drowned in the tears

spoiled and rotten

i once loved her

and how she left

is scarred on my heart

i will never forget

the words she told me

hit harder than fists

i lost my best friend

through my mind it twists.

each day i think

about how it used to be

i miss her i hate her

what exactly does this mean?

racing thoughts of what should have been

what caused me to refrain from being a true friend?

im sorry if i hurt you

im sorry that you took everything wrong

i never really wanted you to leave

i never really wanted you gone

i still think about you

and i know you dont think about me

i hope youre happy

i hope you feel free

we are two different people

who went our seperate ways

but in my heart

is the memory of you that stays

not what was said

or what was done

just the fact that we used to be

as one.