This Can't Be The End

My heart's breaking into pieces as I'm writing this down
I can't believe this happened
I didn't even see it come around

My head is pounding
And I can't seem to think
My body is numb
Knowing this may be the last time we speak

I'm confused about our friendship
Why this argument tore us apart
Our relationship was beautiful
It had more value than any work of art

I guess it's situations like these
That put our love for each other to a test
I don't think it'll ever be the same again
And with that idea on my mind
I can't get a bit of rest

You're not even close to a friend
More like a sister, a companion for life, an angel
For me till the very end

I can't describe the pain I feel
This whole situation is idiotic
But now, I know this ache is real

I can go on for miles about how amazing you are
But words are put to shame
Brighter than any star in the sky
More awarding than any game

I want this fight to be over with
It's unnecessary, totally absurd
I hate not being able to talk to you
My thoughts and actions are conserved

I'm willing to take all the blame now
With no hurt feelings, no not at all
I want to be your arms again
To catch you when you fall

I'm sorry I caused you misery
I would take all your burden off your chest
I would rather feel your pain for you
Than for you to suffer the rest

I just want you to know I love you
And I miss you so much
Tears swelling up in my eyes now
All ready to combust

Perhaps, everything could be the same again
I'd give up my own life if I must
To see you smile from ear to ear
And hopefully rebuild our trust.

For now, I'll keep to myself
And silently pray as I sleep
"Dear God, I hope she's not hurting
Because she means the world to me."