Actually wrote this a day before my birthday, I know, dramatic huh? Well, I'm getting fed up with so many things going on in my life and the problems at home aren't helping either. Anyways, hope you guys enjoy. Sorry it took me a while to post this, haven't had much time. BTW, I know the title might not make sense to you, but it makes so much sense to me.
There's a place in my mind
An anger, I want to speak
With every clenched jaw and fist
I mentally become weak
Strangers in my own home
Everyone seems fine
Is it just me?
Because I'm becoming more uncomfortable as seconds pass by
I've been depressed the entire week
No one seems to hear
What's the point even if they do?
As if they ever seem to care
Alone in this room
Nothing but sadness surpass
Please just let me go
From the pain of an emotional slap
I'm exhausted of this silent voice
That yearns to be heard
Eyes that need to be dried
A life that needs to be turned
A weight that needs to be lifted
A frown that has to reverse
A body that needs to stop aching
The relief of coming in first
Family; more like stumbling blocks
Balancing without any toes
Yeah, it's about to fall down
Yet, no one but me seems to know
Thoughts of running away
Even if there's no place to go
I don't mind sleeping on dirt
It's worse feeling like nobody at home.
