I see him there standing gracefully, leaning his body against the wall looking so charming. When i see him its like the time stops, as if its just him i see and noone else.i am there wishing he was mine, kalling me over with a tone of love in his voice, holding me in his arms whispering sweet things to my ear like he was going to protect me from anything,kissing my forehead saying he would never leave me.but then that moment when i walk past him as if i were a stranger,i then realize that it was all a dream.i want to spill my guts to him,but i hold myself back knowing that a second time of expressing myself wont help change anything. how kan i love him so much,yet still feel all this pain in my life. why did i have to meet him? Would my life have been less complicated without him in it? but i did meet him and so i liked him,that crush turned into love which then turned into heartache. why must i go on living like this,but its a choice that i made. LOVE- a simple four letter word but nothing is simple when ur in it.You always hear ppl say\\\"wat is love\\\", but i dont think anyone has a real explanation of wat it is. It is up to u to experience it and make up wat it means to u. I LOVE YOU- such strong words, but yet for me the one guy that i do love doesnt seem to kare.maybe he doesnt know but if he did i still think he wouldnt give,a girl gets tired of wating for someones love,but i know that one day ill look back at this and wonder y i was the way i am but im still going strong and im not giving up on
