Summers come to an end,new year will begin
yet i know its not a \"new one\" for me.
Each time i say I\'m over him is a lie building
up inside me.For 3 years Ive been stuck in one place
in which i kant let go.How kan i love someone so
much after all those broken promise,lies,tears
he\'s caused.But that still remains a mystery even to
my heart. I know Ive wasted time with this situation
but strangely i dont want it to end. I\'ve cried an ocean
and for all this just to end?!?How kan this one guy seem
like the most wonderful human being in my eyes??.What he feels or wants..i dont think I\'ll ever know.it hurts cuz memories fill my head followed by tears running down my cheeks.
there i lay in bed wishing this nightmare can just end...its
like those dreams where ur running to get the gold prize
but u kan never get to ur destination. He seems miles
away but to my heart its like i kan still hear his voice and
feel his gentle kisses upon my forehead. I\'m guessing those
little memories meant nothing to him. I pass by him expecting
a hello but not even a glance or wave i get...we might
as well be strangers cuz thats wat it seems like.
Yet i think i would miss him even if we never met,
life is cruel,unfair but we must suffer sometimes just like god did for us.
but haven\'t i suffered enough?!? I give my heart out but he dont even want it.
Yes for him it seem like it was easy to move on,but wat about me?? I\'m left here trying to gather all my shattered dreams,trying day by day to get stronger and move on from this love which was never love at all............
