Oh damn, im dead

Oh f.uc.k
that was me
i was so stupid
i did not see

the blood from your arm
the tears from you eyes
everytime i think of it
a part of me dies

i whish i could erase
that b.itch from my mind
beleave me i want to
forgiveness is so hard to find

i will always love you
that i know is true
and as i load this gun
i can only think of you

i want to blow my brains out
that way i cant cause you pain
cause when i read your poems
i just go insain

i cant beleave i did it
i whish i never had
i bet the b.itch is laughing
i bet she really glad

theres a bullet in my head
its replaced that haunted vision
i cant belive
i was close to going to prison

this way is better
im no longer a waste
i will no longer hurt you
the blood i can already tatse

so i put the gun
staright by my head
my last thought is of you
oh damn im dead

please rate ill return the favour

this poem is based on real life events, and im feeling rather scuicidel, but i can tell you know, if you love someone like i do, then you will know, its 100% wrong to ever cheat on them, i feel disgusted at myself, so dont do it guys or girls!!