Its Not Alright

Alone again another sleepless night
Cold again another chill in time
wondering how I got so far down
finding it hard to breathe now.

Walking the streets by myself
nobody else to catch me if I fell
and yet I keep telling myself

its alright, its alright now

But it isn't alright, it isn't real
false sense of hope I cant feel, alright
it isn't alright no way
will it ever be OK, all right

Drowned again another sleepless night
eyes burn from the never ending fight
I try my hardest to forget the pain
Hide the sorrow but its still the same

Standing in the window with my heart
no one to catch me if I fell apart
and I try to tell myself

Its alright, its alright now

But it isn't alright, it isn't real
false sense of hope I cant feel, alright
it isn't alright no way
will it ever be OK, all right

So here I go again falling faster now
so here I go again I'm sinking down
and I know its not real
but its a pain I can feel

Darker than the dead of night
and I know.... its not alright..

its not alright, not alright now...