Not my fault

I love him
I love him not
I told him twice
just to be nice

I tried to explain
he wasn't my type
but he wouldn't listen
and that wasn't right

I tried to do good
but I just did bad
I tried not to harm
but I've broken a heart

those days weren't right
these word I now speak
full of sorrow and guilt
but it wasn't my fault

he just didn't listen
and I'm sorry he's hurt
but it's just not fair
when it's him who didn't care

after all of that
i fell in love
we hurt each other
unintentionally

i didnt mean to
but things changed
he seemed to go
a different way.

things simply ended
and i dont know what i feel
all i know is
i ended with mixed emtoions.