This mask that I wear covers me so well that even the ones closest to me cant see the real me.
I'm so confused because of all the different roles I play for everyone.
Its not me, not even close but there's nothing I can do because i'm so scared, scared that they'll hate me, scared to show my true self.
I just cried a thousand tears and no ones knows but me.
Will this feeling ever end?
What happened to the feelings of happiness and excitement? They vanished so quickly that it shocked me.
What have I become?
I make one bad move and 'I'm scared that its ruined everything.
I want to be normal.
I want to be happy.
Is everyone against me in this battle? I don't know...
