No tittle just pain~Best poem i ever wrote

I come to say good -bye and you stopped me before but you cant stop me today,
Suicide call me crazy but you made me this way

Love me and leave me thats the name of the game,
Excerpt I loved you and you loved whats her name

She hurt you so much how could you go back after all the things she did
I could never hurt you like that even if I wanted to not even a Lil bit

She stomped on your heart and now you stomped on mine
I'm not gonna lie to you and tell you I'll be fine

All that negative shit you used to say about her do you now say it about me
No because I treated you great I would even rub lotion on your feet

I catered to you like I would to an old man
Cook, clean whatever I was your number one fan

So when you go back to her think of all the arguments you had
and think of how we never argued once and how I never got mad

And when she rips your heart out again I'll be saying I told you so,
You could've listened to me the first time but you let the good one go

So now-a-days I'm lonely n my smile hasn't been seen for days
because you don't know it but my heart has been broken in so many ways

I just want to look down on you from the clouds in the sky
And when i see you with her I'll still be asking myself why

You were my first and last love what more can I say
I always dreamed of love but I never thought it would end this way

She could never be like me and that is something I know you know
But whats done is done and you let the good one go

So now its my time I hear him calling my name
No more dreams for me of fortune and fame

But don't blame yourself even though there are no other reasons I can find
But just remember what you always said "love is blind"

Always remember she cant even kiss you like I do
And as much as I am disappointed I will always miss and love you

because I remember someone told me when I was a Lil kid
There is no paste tense with love you either do or you never did

You've stopped me before but you cant stop me today suicide call me crazy but you made me this way