Baby

To the unborn baby that I\\\'ll never get to know, I hope you understand why my love you\\\'ll never be shown.

Things are much different than I thought they\\\'d ever be, I never meant for this to happen I know you\\\'ll soon see.

If I thought I could be strong enouyur smile I\\\'d live to see, but I guess sometimes things aren\\\'t really meant to be.

I know that I could love you, more that life itself, but I know you\\\'d need more than I can offer by myself.

This is the worst decision I know I\\\'ll ever make, I hope you can forgive me for the life I\\\'m about to take.

You could have been so much, my heart you\\\'ve already touched, now I try to imagine your warm, soft touch.

My heart is breaking, body\\\'s aching, How do I know this is the right decision I\\\'m making?

My mind will always be tortured, this hell is meant to be all mine. But I\\\'m not strong enough to keep you because alone I know we\\\'d be.

There are no words to explain the way I feel inside, accept to say I really wish I\\\'d die.

I never thought he\\\'d be like this, leave me alone to deal with all this s***...I wish I would\\\'ve seen...before it came to this...if I had the guts I know I\\\'d slit my wrists.

A part of me is dying...alone I\\\'m scared and crying.