The real you

I just wish for one moment that i could be as invisible as you make me feel.

when you look at me i feel like you don't recognize me for who i really am.

i never want to be near you again.because it just reminds me of what i can never have.

I'm scared that my depressive state is starting to bleed through.

and it's killing me knowing that you didn't notice.

i wish the pain would just go away.so i can finally move on without you and all the heartache you leave behind.