I lie on my bed
Willing this broken heart to mend.
There's no one out there who can help
to save me from the thoughts swimming in my head.
Like the blood running trough my veins
I wish I could let you go
All i can do is cut the pain
It's just something i wanted you to know.
I'm falling through the valley of where it began
I see a movie, of you and of me
why can't it be how it used to be
Why am i so afraid of you and your touch
Its all my fault your gone
I pushed you away with my cold blackened heart
Holding you for one last time
I want you back I need you here
the look of pain I caused you
turning my last emotion into nothing
Please forgive me i never meant to hurt you
I wish you would understand
the unloving are never meant to be loved
but still you loved and you loved me
when you knew somewhere in me I loved
and it was you i loved.
