Freely Flowing Pain

The pain is flowing freely,
How much more can I take?
I'm sick of being strong,
I'm ready to break.

What did I do to deserve,
This pain I feel inside?
It's just too strong for me,
All I want is to hide.

I don't know what's wrong with me,
Am I going to be okay?
I'll never meet my goals in life,
That's what the voices say.

I'm so sick of wearing masks,
Why can't I just be me?
I'm sick of being the little girl,
That the rest of the world sees.

Why the hell should I be ashamed,
Of his awful pain I feel?
Just because it's something new,
doesn't make it less real.