It's All My Fault

I can't help but think that
if I had just said something
then he wouldn't be
sitting in a wooden prison
surrounded by earth and worms

It's all my fault
I caused this tragedy
I pushed him to the brink of
pure and total annihilation
I'm inhuman
a parasite that shouldn't live

It's because of me that he's dead
It's because of me that I am hurting
my pain being shown in
scarlet tears pouring down these
soft, pale cheeks of mine

They say they are upset
More upset
But they don't know
They don't know what I feel
how I feel
to the extent that I feel

It's all my fault he's dead
It's all my fault he's dead
I shouldn't be allowed to live
I've taken life
Shadow
surrounding my heart