Something i did a long time ago

I did something a long time ago
wish i never did it
when ever theres hell here
i just want to do it

but i cant i made a promise
a promise that i have to keep
i made that promise to my mom
i cant break it no matter how bad it is

just close the door
turn some hard music on
that helps a lot
or get on the computer and chat

just cant slip and break my promise
don't want to hurt my mom
i cant lose her trust
if i do thats hard to get back

so keep my head up high
don't let anything get to me
even if it pisses me off
got to learn to ignore forever

this is true i don't want to say what it is i use to do but hopefully u got the picture. i done it one time and after one time my mom say and i promised her i wouldn't and i have kept it i am going to keep my promise to.