No One Cared

In that moment i was so scared,
it always seemed like no one cared.
i yelled at him, he yelled at me,
Why wont you just let me be?
He pushed me down, he pulled my hair, i said don't you even dare.
he hit me once accost the face, it felt like a never ending race.
Tears rolled down my face, i looked to my mom for sympathy, not even a trace,
He tried to get me up, to hit me accost my room, all i felt was eternal doom. it was over, he left for now, sometimes i feel i don't know how.
How to just make him happy, all i know is my life is crappy. it feels as if i could feel a razor accost my heart,
i think my emotions are tearing apart.
The next day once again, the arguing started to begin. she walked out the door, i felt i could take no more.
I look to the blade for the very first time, i felt if i wanted to leave everything behind.
it was the first time, i cut my self so deep, i wanted to go into an eternal sleep. everything went black, I'm gone, tossed out of the sack. i feel I'm dead, no more words where said, then i wake up, just a dream, no matter how scary that it seemed, but no the yelling comes from the other room, and like i said, eternal doom.