Do you see the tears behind these smiles?
Do you feel the pain Ive been keeping inside?
Do you hear the words of my poignant soul?
Or taste these fears I couldnt control?
What can you see,
When you look into my eyes?
Arent they revealing something to you?
I know you could tell if these grins were all true,
But why does it seem theyre just nothing to you?
Im trembling as I blubber these anxieties
Confessing the truth of my insecurities
Doubts, hatred.. still havent gone yet,
Though its easy for you to say, just forget.
Unknowingly, its tormenting me..
Draining every inch of me..
Arousing this negativity,
O Hate, come fill me!
Never wish to help, its useless
Cause this ones something I myself, cant suppress
Dont light me with that false torch of yours
Ive been consumed with absolute remorse
I am not blaming anyone or anything
Im aware this is not so endearing
Bestow me some time to recover
How I wish thisll disappear forever..
