Self hate

I cry myself to sleep at night
my own self hate i try to fight
Life has no appeal to me
So this is the way it must be

Promise me I'll see you again
your face haunts my thought
I cant forget you

I don't want to hurt you
But it has to be this way
I shall not see the light of tomorrow's day

Don't cry for me
I cant bear to see you hurt
No need to grieve for me
For i shall never leave your side
Even though it seems I've died.

I regret i hurt you so
Just how much it hurts me too
I'm glad this you don't know

Don't be sad
Just be glad
I'm in a better place
I cant wait to again see your face.

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Don't think this is about me ...lol...I'm quite vain actually! but i do still hate some part of myself...some part of my life...this however is for a friend