Killing Me Inside

Did you want to hurt me
Do you want to make me cry
Because lately thats the way it seems
As this world passes us by

There isn't any good today
There wasn't the day before
I can't find just in what you say
Because it's me that you ignore

I turn my head and look away
I see right through your game
It seems like thats the way it is
You make every excuse the same

Stop killing me inside my heart
This i just can't bear
No longer do you gaze at me
No longer do you stare

It was so different before this all
Now it's hard to define
I just would like to get rid of your thoughts
I don't want you to be mine

I'm not your doll to use at your wish
I'm not at your disposal
I'm broken in to many places
Like a thrown down dish

My head is spinning it's hard to win
This game we all call "love"
These words they stay like a stabbing pin
They are too hard to get over

I want to lose your memories
So please get out of my head
I can't bear to have you stay here
It's like water too deep to tread

Soon you will pass, I'll be fine
And I can live my life
But until then my unwanted friend
You'll keep cutting like a knife