Life

I don't know if I can live like this,
I feel like every try is one more miss,

I'm drowning under the pressure of life,
I'm so young, why do I have so much strife?

I just wish I could make it easier,
So they'd say, "I wish I was her."

But it's not like that, I have nothing,
I'm grasping at straws, trying to hold on to something.

I just want to curl into a ball,
Cry my tears, and forget it all,

Though that would be the simple way,
And through my life I've had no say,

I must go on, though I'm not sure how,
Please, oh please God, help me now.