Suicide By Remorse

My heart has melted through the blank horizon of tomorrow,
My spirit to be lost through my remorse and sorrow,
The pain I died with will forever be remembered,
The fear I lived with will never be dismembered.

My heart cries as I rest under the soil,
To rethink the pain as it curls into a coil,
My heart screams as it revises the anguish of its life,
The sharp stabbing pain that came along with the knife.

My soul is trapped in a never-ending hell,
The whips, the chains, to the ground it fell,
My body rests but the pain stays true,
To die shows no certainty, though my heart stained blue.

To cry out loud for all my life,
To stop the pain with one piercing knife,
I tried to save my heart from pain,
I realize now, I whipped the chain!