Death is tough,rejection is worst

(THIS IS FANTASY BUT THIS IS WHY AM SHY)

EVERY TIME I GO TO PREY I TELL GOD ABOUT U

I TELL HIM THAT IF WE WERE TOGETHER WE'LL NEVER BE BLUE

I WISH TO HOLD U

TREAT U LIKE NO ONE HAS

WHEN UR WITH ME ITS FOR SURE UR NEVER GONNA BE SAD

I SEE UR FEARS THEY DISAPPEAR AS I HOLD U REAL TIGHT

I TELL U THAT ILL NEVER LEAVE,I WATCH OVER U AT NIGHT

AM NEVER IN FRIGHT

UNLESS AM NOT WITH U

I LEAVE U VOICE-MAILS ON UR PHONE TELLING U HOW MUCH I MISS U

I WANNA KISS U

BUT THATS NOT THE ONLY REASON

I KNOW I'LL LOVE U EVEN IF U LEAVE ME,EVEN IF I STOP BREATHING

I DON'T WANNA THINK THAT WAY CAUSE UR SO PURE

I WANNA BE WITH U MORE THAN ANYTHING I KNOW AM SO SURE

AM ON THE FLOOR

I SEE U TELL U I PRAYED 4 U

I ONLY WISHED TO THANK GOD ABOUT UR BEAUTY TOO

THATS NOT ALL I WANNA DO

AND THEN I ASK U OUT

SHE SAYS NO MY JAW DROPS FROM MY MOUTH

I WISH I NEVER ASKED HER OUT

CAUSE I HATE THIS COLD FEELING

MY OLD WOUNDS STILL AIN'T HEALING,AND AM CONCEALING

BUT I DON'T WANNA GO THAT FAR

AM SITTING WITH A LOADED GUN IN THE BACK OF MY CAR

U A STAR

I LOOK UP TOO U AND THEN I SAY BIE

U WALK BIE TO SAY U LOVE ME BUT THEN U START TO CRY

U SEE MY BODY DEAD LEFT ON THE GROUND

U SAY U LOVE ME AS I WAKE UP WITHOUT A FROWN

I SEE GOD WAS LOOKING OUT BECAUSE TH BULLET DIDN'T KILL ME

AND U SAY U ALSO LOVE ME

MAN ITS CRAZY WAS THIS ALL TRUE

LADY J. IS IT U

LOVE DOES A LOT LIKE WAT I WOULD DO FOR YOU