Am shy cause am confused

I change from a right to a lefty

hoping god keeps a beat coming in my chest see

i wanna say bie cause am really not happy

am looking through my roots and they seem real nappy

so i try to find that one true person

but am delayed cause she came and left me hurting

so i fly with the wings of my mind

so i guess its so true that love is blind

so as i live my life and wake up to the next day

so i stress how much i need someone to open my chest and stay

my hart is unfulfilled,so just listen

i told her how i feel,in my hart she still Misses

as i mention my position

trying to spark a conversation

my hart starts to slow

i wanna say something,but i really don't know

if love was on your sleeve ,would yours really show

well mines should and thats all that should count

i really want to love u,your not worth any amount

infinity is the sign,and i still think its not enough

to buy me,do u think am worth the same thing

i wish u wasn't so shy cause i do the same thing

or maybe we should both come out

i will tell u how i feel

i hope u never keep a secret always stay real

i cant justify my actions cause am scared to speak

if shyness was a gust of air,am knocked off my feet

life is defeat

so as i write these last words

i feel the sweet defeat,as i say that love really hurts

for what its worth