Messed Up Mind

You really have proven now,
That your feelings for me have gone,
You never really cared about me,
I was just a bit of fun,

But you don't need that fun anymore,
You've found somebody new,
A girl who's younger than me,
And she's pregnant too,

So is that what does it for you,
Or is it the fact that you're safe,
She's moving in with her boyfriend,
And so you know that you can't date,

You said you liked me too much,
That I was screwing up your head,
But it don't seem that way at all,
I can't believe anything you said,

And the best part about it is,
The other night I went with your mate,
And he's said I'm screwing his head up,
And asked me on a date,

So is this what you learn at school,
How to screw girls over,
The lies that you tell them,
Without them crying on your shoulder,

And do you know what I hate most of all,
You've gotten to my heart,
You so gently took it,
But then you ripped it apart,

I wake up every morning,
And my heads in such a daze,
I can't stop thinking about you,
And all your special ways,

But I can't spend the days with you now,
You won't let it be,
But if I can just show me how,
I want it to be you and me,

I've always said mates is fine,
And now that's how you treat me,
But mates isn't enough,
I want so much more why can't you see,

I really think I've fallen in love with you,
It's tearing me up inside,
And you say your ex messed up your head,
Well now you've screwed up my mind,

I still don't know why you've changed,
Or what I've done wrong,
I don't know why you wanted to hurt me,
I don't know why you led me on this long,

You're my brother's mate,
You're meant help protect me from the guys,
Not be the one I should be protected from,
Not mess me up inside,

So please try and tell me,
Why things suddenly changed,
Why you went so cold towards me,
You never actually explained,

But even if you eventually do,
Would I believe what you say?
You've lied to me so many times,
Just to get your way,

You apologise for the way you've been,
You say it's your messed up mind,
But then you say it's me, who's screwing you up,
I'm playing with your mind,

But again it's just lies isn't it,
Because it's the other way around,
It's you, who's screwing me up,
It's you, who's messing up my mind,

So when are the games going to stop,
I've had more than I can take,
My heart can't take it anymore,
Because of you it had to break,

It's broken so many times,
Because of death's in my past,
I had to try and mend it,
But with you the glue couldn't last,

And so it's left in pieces again,
It's shattered with my soul,
I don't know if I can fix again,
Without you I'm no longer whole,

I really want to be with you,
But you won't let it be,
You've pushed me so far away,
It's obvious you don't want to be with me.