Dreams are only makebelieve

I wish I could take it all back,
From the time I stole the clothes off the rack,
To the time I started smoking crack.

When I broke your heart and made you cry,
Ever since then I've asked myself why.
Taking back all the words I said,
Saying I wish you'd never be dead.

I can't believe what I have done,
I know right now, that I should run.
I don't know what to do,
I just wish I never even knew.

Too many things for me to regret,
I just wish that I could forget.
I'm sick of being the one to blame,
Now I'm the one with all the fame.

I'm known as the one who just hurts others,
Like I'm the one who deserves no brothers.
I can't handle this.. I just want to die,
Make my life easy, just never ever cry.