Why can't you see?

Outside I'm fake,
Inside I cry,
My fake little smile,
But what I really want is to die.
Pretending to be,
Some one I'm not,
You didn't love me,
But I loved you a whole lot.
Kind to you,
That's all I was,
You cheated on me,
And all you could say was because.
I want a reason,
Why you lied to me,
My eternal grave,
Is where you left me to be.
You put me in my place,
When you looked me in my eyes,
And told me that your love,
Was all a bunch of lies.
This I didn't mean,
But it happened to me,
I cared for you so much,
Why couldn't you see?
I did what I did for us,
These were good intentions,
And all the times you made me cry,
This I did not mention.
This poem to myself,
Helps to remember the good times we had,
Even the times you cut me,
So deep that I'm forever sad.
The fake smile on my face,
You could not see past,
But my broken heart,
This would forever last.