The Last I Love You

Have you ever noticed i can cry
for months now u have pushed our love aside

I've just been thinking of all those times
are they thoughts pictures or just signs

all the battles i have fought
losing you wasn't a thought

chasing hope isn't what i do best
but for you, somehow i beat the rest

my heart that was once mine is gone
now its only my conchance which helps me move on

its only shown with silent hate
its way to real to call it fate

i hide alone, and don't make a sound
a hopeless love, lost and never found

pictures form in, my sleep, in bed
about times i look, u turn your head

my poems are true, from page to page
but none of them get take away, all my rage

my life is based on a sad short tail
every word written, is my ticket to fail

i said wrong things, when i dont think i should
you ended my life, from were i once stood

but maybe one day, you will take a second to hear
that if ever u cry ill catch a tear

ill fight away evil, and ill kill the bad
make a brilliant day, when you are sad

ill be there to hand u an umbrella, for the rain
ill take your body to replace your pain

but that will never happen, its only a dream
and in reality dreams are nothing as witch they seem

so heres a love that you never knew,
and probably the last i love you...

ill do it again
just to see you again