My suicide note

Dear Mum,

don't think for a moment
that i didn't love you so

i did with all my heart
through all my pain and woe

but i felt so very empty
lonely all my life
i felt so very lost
which is why i took my life

i hate feeling useless
like i cant do nuthin right
i fell that I'm so stupid
even when i try with all my might

so mum, i love you heaps
don't think thats ever changed
but i cant live in this world
where i am so badly pained