I know

I dont know what to do
because i know that i love you
but i dont know if i\\\'ll make it through
cos i also know what i did to you

i didnt have an option
i know that i\\\'ve lied
i didnt want you to leave me
if you knew the tears i\\\'ve cried

i know its all my fault
i wont try and shift the blame
i swear down i f**king love you
i\\\'m not trying to play you at a game

i messed up and im sorry
i wish i could go back in time
when everything was perfect
and you were all mine

now if you find out the truth
i\\\'ve destroyed everything we ever had
but now its based on a lie
so i still feel just as sad