Disaster

A ticking bomb is what I am...
Cause in an instant I hit ya, with a WHAM!

You thought I was perfect in a sense,
But in reality I am nothing but a dense.

My love should be locked away forever...
So I couldn't cause any more hurt ever!

A convent seems where I should be,
Because no relationship deserves me.

I regret all the pain I have caused you...
Cause hurting you is not what I wanted to do!

I could kick my self in the a** for this,
Knowing it takes more than just the piss.

The thought of losing you cause of my arrogance...
Makes me wish I could take my self presence!

Doing what is right for me is what I have been told,
But that doesn't help me as my life starts to unfold.

One by one; tear after tear begins to fall,
With the thought of a new surrounding wall.

Walls have always been a part of my life...
Not just as a challenge but more as a strife!

You truly deserve better than me,
But for some reason that is not what you see.

I have a friend, lover, and angel all wrapped in one...
My one thought is constant, "What have I done?!"