Loves suicide note

Shallow beating, breathless stops
wounded and vividly bleeding
that is how my heart feels

your words cut into me
like a blade against my wrist
crimson blood drains from every open vein

how is it you know the best words to use
every line to toss
and moments to steal from me

your harsh tone and viscious words
they killed me no sooner said
what shall I do to redeem myself

i feel as though i could have prevented this catastraphy
this loss of what little we already had
my mind races and lingers for answers

i hated loving you so much and so little
never realising how you ever felt
i smothered and killed you is all you had to say

im so sorry for the person i am
for loving you to much
will you ever forgive me?

so now you have no worries i will end it all here
with this poem being my suicide note
taking your words and slicing them deep

droplets of crimson blood is what i will leave behind
each drop that i shed will be a memory of you and i
ill be drained till the last memory

youll find my body empty
releived from the pain
in hopes youll understand that i have moved on