Last words

As i sit here,
looking at the stars space,
I start to remember
your sweet face,

and the words you said to me:
"I will always remember you,
never forget how much I love you"

and you left me behind
with eyes full of tears,
and I still await your return
all these years.

till this day I wait at this spot,
hoping to see your smile again
hoping to hear your words,
hoping to touch your soft skin before our end

as I sit here looking to the dark sky,
I start to wonder why?
why did you have to go?
why wouldn't you want to let me know?

the pain is so unbearable,
but I can't give up now,
even though i know I'm able,
I still can't let your words go.

5 months later I get a note,
it was the last you ever wrote,
you said sorry you had to leave me
all alone.

now that I know you're gone,
I have no reason to live,
and now with life, I'm done.

so with this knife,
I shall take my life,
and once again be with you,
and tell you I love you too.