Today was a test of strength
today was a total nightmare
today i lost part of me to a gun
a gun with one bullet
a bullet to kill because
today you said "good-bye"
but tomorrow i have to put on a fake smile and go around
saying I'm OK I'm not faking it
but of course i am
today i still feel you saying"good-bye"
today i cry
today i can't stop
today I say "good-bye"
today i cut my self
but today u gave me a 2nd chance of life something i couldn't give you no matter how much i wanted to