Mistakes:(

Mistakes,
I made too many,
Now I know why,
You doubted me from the beginning,

I should have said goodbye to all my guy friends,
I should have told them I was in love,
I should have not hung out with them,
I should have not seen them at all,

The party I went to,
I should have never gone,
Your brother was with you,
I didn't know you had been there all along,

And then that night when you walked in,
I was sitting in the store with my friend,
We both didn't know what to say,
As you gave me a confused looked and walked away,

I never understood until now,
Why you would blow me off sometimes,
You thought I wasn't real,
Everything to you was just a lie,

The situations I put myself into,
Made things seem what they weren't,
All the wrong decisions i made,
Made me look like a total wh*#re..