That boy

I stared at him
Knowing that my love
will never be returned

I’ve given him my heart
But he’s thrown it away
Without looking at it

I looked at him
Thinking about him
Knowing that he’ll never be mine

I know that he doesn’t love me
But I cant stop loving him
No matter how hard I try

I keep trying and trying
To let go of him
But I just can’t seem to keep form loving him

He’s probably happier with her
She’ll be able to give him
Stuff that I would never be able to

Though I die
Every time I see him with her
Every time I see him holding her

She’s the one for him
He’s chosen her
So he must be happy

So he must love her
And he’s content
And happier than ever once she’s said yes

Him being happy is what I want
Him being happy,
Makes me happy

Every time I see him
With a twisted face
I shatter inside

I don’t understand why he didn’t chose me
I don’t know what she has that I don’t
But I’m not gonna try and be her

Trying to be her wont change anything
It will only damage me
Because I will never be able to be her

I want him to love me as I am
Not for what I pretend to be
Not for what I look to be

But im happy with the friendship that we have
If friendship is all I’ll get
Our friendship is like a priceless jewel

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this poem is about me, but also dedicated to my firend, who has lost a love, though maybe not forever.