All alone

Im so lonely
I want to cry
But there is nothing to cry about

The tears wont come
The sorrow bounded inside
Making it difficult to unleash

Im starting to dislike my friends
My love is flying away
Am I turning into a loveless monster?

I don’t want to live anymore
There is nothing to strive towards
Life is so meaningless

Im no one special
I don’t feel valued
Im just another nobody here

I wonder if I die,
Who would mourn for me?
What would my friends do?

No one seems to love me
There is no one there for me
No one I could talk to

They all think they’ll understand
But they wont
This is something that only I will

Maybe I should try them
See if they would understand
See if they would know what im feeling

but its too much of a risk
if they don’t
then I’ll just be stared at, the long silence

there will be nothing said
with shock written all over their faces
I cant tell them im starting to dislike them

I’ll feel uncomfortable
And a feeling that is indescribable

I always have the feeling of rejection
Like there was no one
Im all alone